Surprisingly, your hands fit in mine like it was made for me. Back then, I thought that my gigantic hand will swallow your hands but when I interlocked my fingers with yours, it’s perfect. But no matter how perfectly fit they are, it’s still nothing because you’re far from me. My hands are getting itchy because it miss yours. I miss those times when I’m always holding your hand. Those times when we’re just an inch away from each other and it seems like we’re inseparable. I miss those times when we act as one, we think very much alike and we’re making two reflections into one.
We both know that holding hands in a relationship is one of the cutest thing ever and that’s why we always did that back then. But how can we do it now when you’re not here. How can we prove that it’s the cutest thing ever when we are separated by this distance. How can we tell other people that our hands perfectly fit when your hands are not in that place where it was supposed to be, in mine. How can I glued my palm on yours when you’re there and I’m here. Holding hands is one of the most amazing thing in a relationship, but right now that I’m only holding your imaginary hands, it isn’t. In my mind, I make up all those possible things we should be doing right now but thinking of them is not enough and what’s worst is that I just ended up being disappointed. I’ve gotten so desperate that I even ask the wind to take me to you.
My hands miss yours. My arms miss yours. My lips miss yours. Damn it, I miss you. There I said it. My whole being craves for you. Though there are some ways to contact you and ask for you to be here with me again, we both know that I won’t do that. I wanna do it well, but I know that you’re quite busy right now and I don’t wanna disturb you. But I’ve got one little request from you. Can you spare me some of your time one of these days? Because I wanna hold your hands again. And though it’ll be hard for me to let you go when it’s already time for you to leave again, I’m still hoping that you’ll say “Sure. Why not?” My hands miss yours and I hope your hands are feeling the same thing too.